Today is sort of a big day for me. Today marks the 50lb mark! I wanted to be much closer to my 90 by now. I'm realizing now that getting this weight off of me and keeping it off is a much better goal and accomplishment. I've been able to keep it off and eating all the same foods I ate before. I make much better choices now, but even when I don't my habits have changed some. I still fall into my old habits of wanting to eat everything I see because I'm scared I'll never be able to taste it. I'm not sure where those fears came from, but I'm working on them. I'm just a work in progress all together. The issue I'm working on right now is my self-image. It's really hard for me to look at myself naked in the mirror. I have a really hard time with that. I know that I've lost weight and I can see it, but there are parts of my body that I'm still uncomfortable with. Some have to do with having a baby and some just from years of being obese. Hopefully I can change those. Hopefully the things I can't I can become ok with. Or maybe, just maybe my husband will let me get a little nip and tuck. Maybe. LOL :-) We'll see about that one. So, here are today's numbers.
234.5/184.4
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